Why does no one care that I have 3 bloody courses to get through? They want me to learn how to drive but when I try to sit down and study all I hear is 'M****!' no one else thinks, 'oh well M**** is studying so maybe I should put the clothes away'. Why is it that just because they are men they can do what they want but I can't study? When I try to study I get there 'I could be dead' speech. If I was at home for university, I would have failed a long time ago. Why should I care about them if they don't care about me? Does anyone love me purely? Does anyone care?